can i not do anything fucking right :@ fucking hate myself i rush things to much :\
:/
i tried but i guess it will never be the same with us we use to be so close but now we are pushed so far apart i hope you understand i am worried for you and care for you so i hope things will change and we get back to old times.
fuckin pissed off ppl jst driving me fuckin mental atm grrrrrrrrrrrr i fuckin feel like hitting some1 :@
<3
i love you so much it is unreal
i really want to be with you forever
your just amazing and i still cant get over how much we get on together
you know who you are and i love you and cant wait till next year :) xxxxx